With a deep sigh... I've converted all the posts.... both hospital visits in Surgery... and even the cryptic messages from that night of Hubbie's emegency surgery....
There's a great heaviness in looking back. I've been on the edge of tears with all the Kyle posts. Even yet the girls think of him every time we talk of heaven. They don't have a great sadness looking at heaven... but a wonderful expectancy of meeting their brother.
I also tracked down emails when we lost or dog Holly. Even now we are dogless... Our round with Cocoa was full of her bites & getting car sick. That was a combinating we could not endure. The girls long for a dog. I just don't want another loss.
When I look back I don't see the grief and sadness that I feel posting it. I know that's God's working... healing the wounds. I know everytime we sing Everlasting God in church, I'm taken back to those hospital days so vividly.
I know Hubbies pains are becoming less frequent. He's definately doing better. He yet has reminders that all is not normal...
And truely... Strength will rise as we wait upon the LORD. Grace! ss
1 comment:
thank you for being open about your sharing of Kyle. Re-visiting your "story" and that time of your life is a weird experience at times. When I read my story on the GB's website, I feel so sorry for that mom. Then I realize, "Hey! That's me!" But I can also see God's Almighty Hand in every bit of it. More so now than then. I am sure you didn't need to know all that, but I had to share.
I miss seeing you!!! We need to get together!
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